Blogging fool

I am apparently a blogging fool tonight. I have my first week weigh in tomorrow at weight watchers. I'm nervous. This is the first time that I will actually ATTEND a meeting the following week. I don't enjoy the meetings, so usually I pay to re-register the first week and then never go back. I stay on the program for a few weeks and then stop weight watchers shortly thereafter. I'm determined to do better and try to stick with it. Going to Mexico is a goal for me, and get SO hot becuase I'm so fat. But anyways, I'm nervous. I see a decline in the scale at home, but this weekend hasn't been a good one for me in terms of eating.