someone stabs a knife into my heart. I had a quiet weekend last weekend as I went through the miscarriage, and am still pretty sad but anxious to just move on and not dwell on what happened. Until today, when a friend/coworker wanted to give me the heads up that our secretary, the one who i sit next to and work with constantly all day long, is pregnant. Yep, as pregnant as i was until I lost the baby.
Oh...my....god. It's hard enough to not think about it, but now i'll get a constant reminder seeing her. I had to leave work early, I was in complete tears. I guess she wanted to tell me in person earlier this week but my friend/coworker knew what had happened and intercepted so now she's afraid to tell me or act happy which I can see becuase she knows how sad i was/am.
Ugh. Thankfully it's the weekend.
Oh...my....god. It's hard enough to not think about it, but now i'll get a constant reminder seeing her. I had to leave work early, I was in complete tears. I guess she wanted to tell me in person earlier this week but my friend/coworker knew what had happened and intercepted so now she's afraid to tell me or act happy which I can see becuase she knows how sad i was/am.
Ugh. Thankfully it's the weekend.
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Yikes - so sorry to hear this. Hope you were able to put it behind you this weekend... :(
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